Reluctant

I m so so so reluctant to study for my last paper, which is in 7 days time..

In fact, i m already in my holiday mood, looking forward to my mama's arrival and counting the days to go back to malaysia. I really miss my family, my cousins, relatives and friends. I m thinking wat m i going the do when i go back, the food....OMG!!!!!! I m so going to put on weight AGAIN!!!

But before all these, i have to sit for my last paper....Experimental Design and Data Analysis. Yes, probably u will ask me wat on earth is the subject about??...Well, i m not sure too...make it easier...STATISTIC...so called BIOMEDICAL Statistic...this is the subject i hate the most in semester 2....anyway...in 7 days time, i can jus say BYE BYE to this sub!!!

While i was studying, this is wat i did....hahaha...my handphone has been my best buddy almost every night. I used to camwhore almost everyday. Can u imagine that i have used up all the memory with all my pictures?? This is ridiculuos!!!!

OKAY, time to get back to work. My aim for today is 4 chapters and i already finished 3 and a half chapters this afternoon..half to go....!!! Gambateh!!!!

Good nite!!!

Extra

What do we mean by the word EXTRA???
- beyond or more than what is usual, necessary....

Yes, i feel like i m an "extra" sometimes. I m owes being looked for when i m needed, especially in help. This has happened to me many times and i m sensitive to such issue and this may be the reason why m i so moody these days apart from exam.

I remember every single thing u did to me. Yes, everything. It hurts me alot, really!!! I often cry under my blanket and nobody knows. And i dun understand why m i so good to u. I did everything u asked me to and i did everything willingly truly from my heart. And this is wat i got bak in return. Well, i m not asking for any reward or wat so ever. At least jus let me feel that i m appreciated for i hav been doing for u.

I remember everything u promised me...but none of them are being carried out. I m not looking forward to any of ur promise to me anymore. Yes, no more. The more i hope for, the more i got dissapointed.

Well, i really duno how long can i take it more. Perhaps i will jus hide everthing up and act tough infront of u. YES, i think this is wat i can do.

Totally Screwed Up

YES...i screwed up my 1st paper, BIO, which i expected to get a H1.
Unfortunately, i have so many blanks in my answer sheet...wtf!!
In fact, i m kinda dissapointed. I prepared so well before the exam, revised over and over again, and yet it turned out to be like this shittttttttttt.....
Well, what more can i say about it..is over!!! i cant change the fact that i have lost like 25 marks for SURE, excluding those minor mistakes here and there. sigh.......my H1 jus flew away.

Yes, i m having another exam tmr..PBL...business law. Why the hell am i doing business law as i m a biomedicine student? Well, all thanks to the melbourne model that create such elective subject, which is called "Breadth Subject". Eww...anyway i will jus try my very best to get a H1 in this subject or mayb at least a H2A.

Sigh, just wish me luck for tmr's paper. I hav 3 more to go........and i will soon be in malaysia!!!!
wohooo....

My Very First

This is my first time writting a blog. I really don't know why i start blogging and i have no idea how long this will last. 1 day, 1 month, 1 year or forever???? nobody can answer.
Anyway, yes i m supposed to be studying right now, but i just cant stand doing all the calculations, memorizing formulas...PHYSICS, i really LOVE you to the MAX.
Argh..exams in 4 days time and i m still here blogging. Many things drive me away. I guess i should shut down my laptop or i shall jus study in the library, since i really had an effective and productive study session with my brother in the uni last few days. We stayed up until 5 in the morning and headed to McDonald to get our egg and sausage muffin. It is like the best breakfast ever...hahahah...and we slept right after that. Yes, i know this is so damn fattening....and i felt guilty after tat. Well, i guess this is wat we call satisfaction!!!
Okay..i shall get back to work now...PHYSICS PHYSICS PHYSICS....my best friend ever!!!